Just reminding myself I need to post art.
I need to do some art.
It's crazy how rapidly life can change, even if everything you're doing is the exact same as you were before.
My only hope is that I can hold onto the dedication I had in these last two months. Even now I feel myself getting burnt out. Running out of steam. It's not a matter of being tired or even mentally strained. I just wonder if this struggle is worth it. Every time I've returned to Macon after escaping I come back and have less and less. At this point I'm left with nothing but pointless, customer service related jobs consuming my life. If I save up and move out of Macon again to attempt doing art or anything else what will it matter?
All the goals I set for myself at the beginning of this year seem...pointless.
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